Monday, July 7, 2008

WHAT THE FUCK DO I HAV TO DO TO GET IT TO STOP!!!!!!!!!!


ok latly stuff has really be going wrong and it just wont fucking stop its one thing after another and no one gets it . my stupid moms BF wont leave me alone for more then a sec hes alway saying stuff to me that makes me feel like crap and I hate it he even has to make us play with his fucking kids its horribal and I hate it and my mom keeps thinking that its nothing!!!!!!!!!! and on top of that she wants to take the com away from me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i mean the computer is the only thing I have theres nothing else that I do during the day I mean I watch Tv and ea but thoughs are the only other thing I do my life is nothing I dont have one almost all of my friends are online and the ones that arnt online I barly see so I dont get to hang out with anyone!!!!!!!!!!! I have no intrest no talents hobbies nothing like that!!!!!! if she taks the computer then the only thing all have is food and Tv!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate this !!!!!!!! and it summer summers arnt suppost to be broring there supost to be the time when you can have fun and do things with your friends and family but I dont get to do any of that!!!!!! i hate i my summer is going to be boring and lonly....... oh and I finly started to like a guy but he dosnt know and I dont think I can tell him cuse if I do im just going to wreck things with us and again I hate that to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well I guess my life is coming to where i dont really have anything and im not even out of high school..............................................if feel like killing myself