ok people well again havent posted for a hile and mainly because I haven t been up to much but ya . sooo today I went to a mine family reunen kind of thing you know where you have a big dinner with you close family and drink talk and have fun , well mine arnt like that I mean we drink and eat and talk but for me its not that much fun. you see my family dosnt really like me cuse I look and act a bit "diffrent" well I dess in black dont like to talk much and because of that they also tret me diff to and I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!! my family all make jokes about me behind my back and usly have something "funny" to say to me and every one laughs when they do, but when they say it its just plan mean to me. they also feel as it that they havbe to keep thelling me that I havent "changed" and that IM not "differnt" but I can tell that there thinking the exsact oppistet. I also dont fit in with any of my cousients I mean I can barly talk to them or hang out with them its that hard . so I usly end up having to sit somewhere near to the parents and liston to there coverstions witch theyt all suck !!!!!!. but at the family reunen my cusient tiffny came down with her bf and he was pretty kool ( he liked my hair :) and not many people do) and the worst part is my mom makes me go to every one of theses things witch sucks cuse there alll the same . but all and all I still love them (and I probly only love them cuse we got the same blood!!) yes that is mostly my familys vese on me well my moms side of the family any way lol
so talk to yous latter
P.S new kill joy kid story coming sooon!!!! "the gum girl"
