ok so mabye the weekends arnt that great...... ( I toled you I would!!!)

ok well this weekend isnt turning out the way I wanted it to be but still its 2 days off of school witch is great but I have nothing to do and my moms bf wont leave me alone ( i really hate him!!!!!!) oko well I told you that I would put up one of the kill joy kids so herer it is!!!!!

little mudeur

gwenith was 6 years old the first ime she ever killed anyone and ho what a brilent day that was.

wall you see gweniths new stepfather was finley going to move in and how she disliked him. so much that she would star at him for hours imagening that she was buring holes throw his head. A comen thing for her to do.

gwenith sat in the big lazy boy chair staring at the moving vans holding on to her teddy bear tightly her shoulder langth hair pulled back from her face so she could make sure that her step father could see that she was staring at him again but she knew the man was such a dimwit that he just thought she liked him alot.

but gwenith knew exsacly what to do, to get rid of him but she also knew that it would take a while and she was already geting ready for it

for the next weeks gwenith sat in her dark room planing way to get rid of him and at night she would stand at him bedroom door watching him with her teddy bear in hand.

gwenith came up with lots of iders to get rid of him from feeding him posinse playdoug to dressing up like a ninja and atacking him

gwenith tryed all of these plans but all faild she was so angre that she snaped. but with that snap came the best plan she had ever came up with . it was so good it made her teddy smile

that night gwenith dreamt about the happy day of his funeral

the next night when her stepfather got home gwenith was siting in the lazy boy chair with her teddy and she finley burnt a hole through his head.

the weekend has come!!!(stupid people!!)

ok IM soo happy it is the weekend cuse that means skatbording ,writing, not having school and not having to see annoying shannon for about 2 days!!(hopfully)

ok so my day at school sucked it was a non-uniform witch was good until shannon came down the hall she was dressed in the weidest outfit that I had ever see it was sooo ugly and lest be blut but shannon isnt exsacly the prettyst rose in the buch oh well I delt with the humlaton of having to be around her and after that I got beat up again . during luch I couldnt get this frecky gy to leave me alone he keeps thinking that I like him but I really dont!!!! so after he left I got away from everyone and when to the lybrary with mg for a few mins. so that was kool I also finshed my book wich was also nice and now I plan on spending the night listoning to music watching anime and on the com witch are all things I love soo much

ok well today in class I wrote some poems and now you get to read them

ok this is just stuff I did in class about the typ of people you always here about in high school and such that girl

theres always some one in a group of friends that wil do a little more

some people will call her a whore but to her.

shes just opening new doors that other would just hit to the floor

to try new things is her moto but she ato know the places where she shouldnt go

so the lower she gose the more of her dirty deads you know.

her again

you always see her with the bad atitude

people are always aware of her moods

people always think theres something wrong with her brain

but she knows she'll never be tame

shes got a take no shit sperit

so you know shell never hear it

so now matter what you say shell always wrek your day

who?

shes quit and calm at the back of the classs

shes the last person you see when ever you pass

shes the one person that you chose to ignor

shes scared of crows so shell stay out of stores

soo scared to open new doors

she much rather stay trapped

in her little courner

for a sec

quick passed and fast as she recses

you see her for a second and then shes gone

never around for long always trying to move along

scared shell fall behind

for her life has no ending line and

keeping track of time is always on her mind

people think shes hyper but now one sees the fear in her eyes

ok ya thats it please coment ( ya I know I have really bad spelling)

finely a non-uniform!!!!!!! (still working on it)

yaaaa!!!!!!! Im sooo glad that tomow is going to be a non-uniform day!!!! well you see I go to a chathlic school so non-uniform days are really rare soo Im really happy!!! ok well Im still practicing skatbording and I tend to keep practising!!! well Im going to put up the kill jot children this weekend when I get the free time but I also have a test to studdy for so I may only put one on ok, well right now I want to tell you a bit about all my friends because I felt that I should at lest talk about them once
em- em is a really kool friend she has an asome sence of styl and is sooo vintige
emma- emma is one of the bi girls that likes me (sorry but IM strate) and shes also really kool and is into shasper and all of that 19 cencery stuff
mg- mg is my best friend shes totly kool with everything and is the creater of the asome phillip (she is an amazing artist to!!!!!)
stepie- stepie is one of my go for it hyper friends that is sooo much fun to hang out with to bad I dont see her to much
kris- kris he is sooo kool he has great hair and is a good artis he has touaght me how to skatbord and I love him for it!!!!
brandon- brandon is a kool friend as well though I dont se him much
alxe- alxe is my pimp lol hes soo kool easy to talk to and rocks
kristal- kristal is also bi and likes me shes really kool and hucked me up with my first bf to bad I had to dump him
shannon- shannon is one of thoughs people that hangs out with you even if you sont want her to shes ok but not nesarly a good friend
well thats all my friends talk to you tomorow bye bye

well another day ( and I finly got it !!!!!)

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I got my skatebord!!!! it maybe a really crapy one but its still a skatebord!!!!!!!!!!! IV started to get better but I still have a really long way, so Im geting my friend kris to come over and teach me so IM going to be get ing even better soon!!!!!!

ok well another day in school and as uslely I got bullyed but thats nothing new. but something really bad did happen . in my 4 class my teacher made me read a poem that I had made about skatebording , now dont get me wrong it was a good poem I just hate reading it in class I hate reading anything in class or persenting anything!!!!!!!!!

so I got over that and then I hurryed down to my bus and when I got home mom had locked the door and was in the shower so I sat outside for like an hafe hour waithing for her witch sucked but then a little while after I got in and she freacked because I said the tea cloth was full of bactera and she beat me again it wasnt bad all it did was sace me and then I went up to my room and did what I always do after she hits me or yells at me crys and.......

ya but that was my really really bad day and I know there will be another one like it soon but for now I just need to get through it.

aww monday (something sad to say)

well then monday has rolled around again and another week of pain is back god I hate school!!!!!!!

you see I go toa chathlic school you know one with all the uniforms and stuff , well at my school being anything but a prep is considerd one of the most worst crines you could ever comit!!!! and because I look diff from every one else I get bullyed ALOT!!!

so going to school isnt really my favorit thing to do but its not all that bad I have some really good friends that go there!!!

ya so if theres anyone else out there (and I know there are) that get as bullyed as much as I do , dont let it take over your world theres always another way out of things

well people I have some even worse new to tell you it seems that I am going to have to give up skatbording......... i know it really sucks well this isnt the first time that Iv had to give up a sport or something I love but in my house there just isnt enougf mony to get me a new skatbord and the stuff that I need so onec again I have to leave another thing that I love behind all becuse my dad disided he didnt love us............

my day........ (its pretty kool!! lol)

well as a said befor (thats if you read the other post) I would tell you about my day

now it wasnt varey eventfull just had a friend over and stayed home . now the friend that I had over was the one and only kris now kris is a good friend and he is varey kool!!!! on my day with him I went to pleaces I had never been befor!!! like the feild behind my house and to the rich part of the naborhood!!!! now I know that this sounds strang because I should have already been to these places but you see I live in a varey strang world as it is . my mom is a single mom and the rest of my moms family looks down on that and there kids are "perfict" so going to the feilds near there house or wondering throught the nabourhood is unheard of so when thay hear that I do stuff like that they make my mom stop me so because of this I rarly ever go out and this has been going on since I was 8 years old and it has made me a varey anit social person . but now for one in my little sad life Im finly going out more and haveing a life!! im soo happy now to think that now I have more friends then I have ever in my life and I would like to end this post on a happy note

soo to all the people out there gowing up like me , go out do things dont be scared and dont let people hold you back there is so much to discover!!!

the kill joy kids!!!!!! (its now how it sounds!!)

ok well right now its pritty early in the moring well for me anyway lol . and I have disided to tell you about the "kill joy childreen". now the "kill joy childreen" is exsacly what it sound like ,kinda.

you seen thes are kids that get joy from killing (dosnt it sound sooo kool!!) now it is a short stoire seres that I so far have three books writen on it and IM in the prosese of creating picters to go along with it . now the three book names are

1.little muder

2.the digger

3.hair girl

little muder is about a little girl that wants to kill her new step father (who is soo dum he cant even tell that she hates him) and she comes up with plan after plan to try and kill him

the digger is about a little boy that works in a feuneral home diging graves but his secret is that no one knows what is really being put in the graves.

hair girl is about a little girl that has no hair and people are always making fun of her for it but when shes had enougf shell gets her reveng

ok that was a quick sumery of all the stories as soon as I eait the good things I will post them up soo keeep watch for them

thats all for now there might be another post again tonight tellinging about my day

so keep the koolniss with you lol

by Suicidal CupCakes